I haven't had much time to think about this...
Mom was born in 1925 and dad in 1906
Dad lived to be 63 and mom is 93
Me? I'm 64.
How do I say good-bye to mom? Where do I start?
Her mind is slipping, her body slowing down, ...
I don't want to say good-bye, I don't want to end this chapter, I want to go on visiting her.
No. She doesn't always say much. But she still laughs.
No. She sleeps a lot. But she still wakes up.
I don't want to say good-bye to mom even if it's just "see you later." or "be careful crossing the tracks. - What tracks?" The silence will haunt me.
Wished I, if only, I should've, ... they're waiting to bother me.
No. I will spend my time with mom. So that somewhere, somehow, she'll know- I love her.


